Gregg Koskela writes with such tender loving kindness. This family man and former pastor, who embraces Quaker philosophies, encounters and connects with Hildegard, a Catholic saint. Events leading to Gregg and Hildegard’s connection were devastating to an entire community of people. Trauma and agony bubble up throughout the book and are revealed delicately, yet the reader cannot escape the pain and devastation involved. Gregg’s struggle to understand and his desire to dig deep into his own motives, ego, and privilege are inspiring in a world seemingly ruled by corruption and deception.
Gregg lovingly weaves his story and Hildegard’s story into the tapestry of history. These two very different people in time, culture, tradition, and religious practice share common struggles and pains. Gregg and Hildegard butt heads at times over emphasis on sin versus light and humility versus shame, yet Gregg comes to understand Hildegard’s perspective and even can start to appreciate it. Gregg notes that a focus on sin and weakness is most effective when we see it in ourselves and most dangerous when we aim it at others.
Throughout there is a struggle by both Gregg and Hildegard to gain understanding, healing, and reconciliation. Gregg reaches into the deeper richness of Hildegard’s experiences and finds new ways to root himself with God. His story does not end with this book, however; healing continues.
Vikki Maurer